Him..

I just worry... I know you talk to him a lot.. I'm just afraid you cheated on me.. I may be intoxicated, but everyday I swear I think about it more and more.. I know him.. You say he's better, but he's just the same thing as Carlos.. I feel that you deep deep inside you like him and I wanna say something, but yet I trust you too much.. I love you I really do.. You mean the whole world to me Brooke... If you saw this I feel you'd hate me, but I just need to let this out somehow.. No one knows about this page and I feel it's therapeutic way to let it out.. I love you so much more then you think....