Everything we had is gone..

What happened to this? We were so perfect.. Why did we end up so bad? I loved you so much... You were all I ever wanted... I wasn't enough for you anymore, right? I was "boring", I "changed". I don't wanna grow old without you Brooke... What if we never get back together? What happened with all our plans for the future..? I don't want to cry every night knowing tomorrow I won't get a hug and kiss from you.. I miss you.. You meant literly everything. You said I was your everything.. You were my girl Brooke.. I wanted the best for you.. I met almost everyone dear to you.. I lay here pathetic in my own tears.. We broke up in that spot we once went to spend time alone, that spot where you told me you loved me, the spot were we hugged for hours.. You left me there in ruins.. I cried for hours.. I always there for you.. I've never felt so empty inside. You took my head when you climbed those stairs away from me.. To think you saw me cry.. It was awful.. I love you Brooke.. Hopefully it all works out for you... I'm always here for you.. I really hope you remain happy and live your life the way you want it to.. Be safe please.. I'm going away for a while. It's not your fault.. I've been suicidal my whole life.. Hopefully I'll make I through, but I asked Nicole to keep you safe. Please listen to her.. Goodbye babe. I'll always love you..